Tho the love has always been
So I search to find an answer there
So I can truly win
Every hour of fear I spend
My body tries to cry
Living through each empty night
A deadly calm inside
So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm
(Storms, Fleetwood Mac)
A little bit of melancholia brought on over the last few days through the rain and wind and gray that shrouded my life during hurricane Sandy.